I've been exhausted lately. Like last night, I couldn't get myself out of bed when I lay down.
So I fell asleep.
And woke up at 12 and realised that I had gotten no work done.
Brilliant, no?
Thank goodness there wasn't much anyway, or I would've died.
It's already the last week of January. WHY, FATHER TIME, DO YOU MAKE THE SECONDS FLY BY. It only means that trials and SPM are getting closer...and closer...AND CLOSER.
NOOOOOO [despair]
I don't want this year to end, at the same time I DO want it to end so I can pack myself off to college... provided my results are good enough. And to ensure good results, would mean that I should stop spending so much time on the computer and study more... which would mean having to work hard and stop being lazy and get organised...which would mean I would have to draw out a study timetable to make it easier...which would mean that I would need some discipline to keep to that timetable....which would mean I would have to make effort to get the timetable done...
NOOOOOO [despair]
I sound like such a bum. Haha
Seriously though. I think I have too much on my plate. I have tuition after school nearly everyday, which leaves no time for things that would require me to stay back after school... I've even dropped out of Cempaka Voices choir :( :( :( I feel like I have no life... :(
Whatever, I'm taking it like a woMAN. And refusing to complain about my extremely busy schedule. Because it's only for one year.
One year and it'll all be over.
High school, exams [for the most part], all the extracurricular activities that drive me nuts, having to wake up unreasonably early, not getting to sleep in.
Actually, there's a high possibility of all of the aforementioned recurring in college... T.T
Whatever, still taking it like a woMAN.
Kay, gotta do homework now.
Ciao4Now
