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Unfortunately my 'Daily Mood Calendar' does not have the 'Angst' emotion so here's another emotion that I am also feeling.
I am on the borderline of my sanity. I am on the borderline of feeling angry and frustrated and so many other emotions. A bad habit of mine is that I often keep my emotions to myself. Except when I'm high. Then I feel the world needs to feel whatever happiness I feel. It's the little frustrations that come from things like self-realisation and all those times I bite my lip and suck it up. It's those emotions that make me want to hit something. Or throw something at someone. No, I don't take pleasure in other peoples pain, I am not a sadist. I do however, enjoy venting out my frustrations in my writing and you, dear readers, are the unfortunate victims to my many rants.
And now that I just took 5 minutes to read something else on the internet, I suddenly no longer feel angst-y. Now I feel sorry and sad. A friend of mine just lost her father. And here I am, complaining about how I feel. Selfish.
Yik Chiaw, I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you're alright.
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I'm still feeling a little ticked off at what I previously was but now because of this, I feel quite passive.
Talk about friggin bipolar. I mean, seriously?
I'm 99% sure this is being caused by PMS.
Till next time, dear readers.
Sincerely,
The Unbelievably Bipolar Girl With Petty Problems,
Ashleigh
Ciao4Now
